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    2009-01-29 -{'1/29/2009 07:37:00 pm
    wee~★
    see the cute little alien thing on the left :D
    actually the alien named luma ~i knew it just now. :p
    today is the 100th day since dear and i stead :) yay, so happpppppppppppppppppppppy.

    100th day jinian ri.
    =]


    hehes. ☺
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    當我仰望著天空,尋找我在找的永遠。回過神來,原來就站在我的眼前:)

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    ♥ mindmap
    2009-01-24 -{'1/24/2009 05:28:00 pm

    mindmap.

    其實我很清醒,其實我很冷靜/

    我需要的只是一記當頭棒喝/

    安全感/缺氧/互相喜歡不一定就要在一起/為了別人而活的日子/

    自我中心/淡去/曖昧/不確定感/愛慕虛榮/釋懷/

    回不去的叫做過去/

    愛情最美的地方叫做回憶/我看著天空尋找幸福,突然出現在我的面前/

    利益得失/放慢腳步/我不是你想像的勇敢/

    一切都該改變/自信心/

    打破了原來的關係/維持現狀//能不能出現在我最需要你的時候/隻字片語/




    ah, these things keep on disturbing my mind recently.
    get rid of.

    ♥ :) dalala*
    -{'1/24/2009 04:56:00 pm
    210109
    3rd month anniversary with dear :D

    went out wif dear after school
    hahax, subway is my favourite fd now, especially the white chip cookies and hot brownie :D
    felt so great after hving my subway.
    and thn we went to watch passanger :>
    th movie okay only, th story line is quite similar to the sixth sense. all the people are actually dead in the show.
    hmm.. and im now waiting for the BRIDE WARS :D*


    大手牽小手,幸福無上限:)




    yay,dedicate th song to my dear :D
    FIR-ni de wei xiao
    ps/rmb to pause th music playing box when watching th youtube oh :P

    [the end(:]
    ♥ yay :D
    -{'1/24/2009 03:31:00 pm
    MONDAY.
    meet jack after school and went to subway for either lunch or dinner :D
    SUBWAY ROCKS.
    thn we walked around paya lebar, cos all i want is to slack =P
    we tried to find cc thr, but i think we were lost.
    in the end we anyhow chose a park and slacked at thr
    thr's a guy couple sitting beside us =x.
    but nvm we just talked abt many things.
    hahas.


    TUESDAY.
    kena caught by ham this morning cos of my hair.
    suay. thn got the offence form. AH/_\ ~~~~
    wanted to eat yupian mifen, but i rmb-ed the wrong day.
    @#$%^
    days without nice fd made me feel freakin pissed, especially when im in a bad mood.D:
    hmm.. so after school, went to tm wif aiai to buy yupian mifen for lunch :D
    YAY :) thn pei aiai go eat roti prata and waiting for jita to come.
    lols, aiai JYJY, mary chia is always thr for you XD
    thn three of us went to hv choco fondue at swensens.
    nvr eat it for a long time alr ~~ hahax. coffee icecream so nice :D
    but thn my money not enough to pay for it T_t
    I DONT LYK THE FEELING WHEN THR'S NO MONEY INSIDE MY WALLET.
    after that, qianxin msg me said she could give me her black hairspray :DDDDDD


    WEDNESDAY.
    ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

    THURSDAY.
    thursday is always yujia day (: !! hehex see i treat you so nice (: MUACKS.
    we went to char new house to study.
    OMG.her mom now turned so skinny,and her cooking ROCKS *
    hehex thn i ate a lot agn. actually we planned to study, but thn idk why we talked a lot instead.
    thn i left her house around five and tried to find th way back to bedok to meet tiffany.
    guess wad i found? her new house is located around serangoon or amk mrt stn.
    -.- couldnt imagine how early she hv to wake up every morning.
    took mrt frm the north back to the east part of s'pore :s
    finally met tiffany at kmb mrt stn.
    lols shuwei looks so funny wif his weird hairstyle and uniform
    we went to tm (:
    stupid tiffany accidently broke her spec into two pieces frm the centre part, literally.
    -.- nvr see this kinda thing happened b4.
    hahax thn pei her bought blue colour contact lens, and a new spec.
    i think the salesman kinda pissed at us. cos tiffany spent a lot of time trying frm the cheapest spec to all the fuckin ex brand-ed spec, but in th end she only bought the $99 one. hahax. gucci spec looks so cool :D
    hmm.. after that we slack-ed at mac.
    met newfren frm pinyi sec. idk why she very hyper, jumping around instead of walking wif us, and kept laughing and shouting when we were talking. It's a small world neway, she knew a lot o our frens frm homestay (:
    after she left, tiffany and i talked a little abt her. Accordin to sam, she is actually an unhappy girl, she always used smiles to pretend that she looks happy and easygoing to others. After a while, tiffany told me the girl's personality is exactly the same as her past.
    we went to simei to hv niang tofu for dinner.
    we had quite a serious conversation :x

    FRIDAY.
    woohoos, jixang sang on the stage for the cny celebration :) contonese rocks.
    after school, meet yitien at bedok mrt stn.
    she brings along a new frn- Aziz.
    we went to bugis, cos yitien asked aziz to teach her to play warcraft XD
    and i wanted to buy new shirt.
    so we planned to watch a movie, go buy shirt after that and thn go learn warcraft.hehex
    my first nc 16 movie is love matters :P
    hmm.. i think the movie okay la, but got some parts very funny :D
    bought a new shirt at bugis street , AWESOME*
    thn pei yitien shop around, cos she said she wanted to change her clothing style @@"
    in th end she bought a new jacket :) aziz recommended.
    after that we went to a fdcourt hv dinner
    hahax aziz said he been here several times b4 and indian fd here rocks :DDD
    so he helped us order , yitien and i nvr eat this kinda fd b4 XD
    reached home around ten, and we 4gt that our main purpose for this outing was suppose to go learn warcraft. =x


    i enjoy this weeks :D
    ♥ happy
    2009-01-18 -{'1/18/2009 01:34:00 am
    OMG!!
    it's almost two in the morning,and i suddenly rmb
    TODAY IS JAY CHOU'S 30th BDAY.
    woohoos~ ohyay ~
    happy bday my love XD*


    [the end (:]
    ♥ saturday.
    -{'1/18/2009 12:40:00 am
    everything's back :D
    hehes changed another blogskin.
    im stil waithing for someone to make a blogskin for me.

    went to band in the morning
    T0t. the string was really killing me.
    no matter how many times i tried to tighten it up, it always got loose agn easily.
    and the marching was ****ing tired.
    for the first time, i regret to choose tenor sax. as my instrument.
    it was DAMN heavy. (AHH--)


    around one, reached kmb and had egg prata for lunch
    FREE MEAL :D
    while waiting for my fren to come at kmb mrt.
    i think i almost cry bcos i was STARVING.
    after that,we went to homestay to meet Tiffany baobei.
    hahas, thr are so many new comers in homestay now.
    actually i was suppose to teach tiffany amaths,
    but most of the time, we were chatting abt MANY stuff.
    heehee (: thr is a new china butch and she looks so cute~
    and she sent me some of her pic to my handphone
    besides that, met some other new frens in homestay.
    hahas i dont like selena's underwear pattern, she purposely showed me and asked me for suggestion XD but in the end she said i had weird taste.wth.
    around seven, after tiffany and i finished solving all the freakin LOG quns.
    we went to payalebar to hv subway for dinner.
    guess wad? FREE MEAL AGN :D
    shuwei suppose to pei us go thr, but he counldnt make it in the end cos he had stomache.urgent.so sad D: so we asked jack to come wif us instead. and thr's another new fren came along wif us.
    SUBWAY IS MY LOVE.



    [the end(:]

    -tonight i miss you a lot.
    2009-01-13 -{'1/13/2009 10:43:00 pm
    get rid of.

    不愛了
    曾經以為的幸福,現在只是確認了你不是那個人
    that's all.



    愛情最美的地方叫做回憶
    是我走的太快了-
    -{'1/13/2009 10:29:00 pm
    葬送了/
    ♥ i wonder
    2009-01-11 -{'1/11/2009 01:46:00 am
    the first day of the week.

    awful.
    it felt so awful to see your name disappear from my msg inbox.
    thr is no longer ur name and ur msg inside.
    instead, more and more someone's name appear.

    awful.
    it felt so awful to have the exact conversation which we used to have with some other person.
    although the words were the same, but the feeling was just not right.



    you're gone.
    ♥ perhaps.love
    2009-01-08 -{'1/08/2009 10:19:00 pm
    有些愛只給到這真的痛了/

    大家都叫我趕快醒一醒不要再癡心妄想了!
    可是心真的好痛~我還相信你會回來
    怎麼現在好像我是唯一的傻瓜


    怎麼每個人都一直要我抽離這個
    好像一開始就不屬於我的世界/
    他說那些只是你自以為是的的說法
    他說別等了不可能的
    他說下一個會更好
    他說你只是想靜一靜想出自己真正要的是什麼
    他說其實我只是你一開始以為對的人,現在想想已經不是了
    他說放了你,我才能真正成全自己

    操!沒有一個人支持我要繼續等下去~
    今天miss了你好幾下*








    王子拜託快回來!!!!!!!!!!!!
    我還是相信你,知道你會永遠待在我身邊*
    ♥ unknown.
    2009-01-06 -{'1/06/2009 10:12:00 pm
    hee~ idk why suddendly feel like blogging so much.

    wad's the need to keep long hair?
    let shampoo campany earn money only.
    hahas, according to alice.

    yay yay~
    laogong and benyi finally stead (:
    baobao chose zhizhi over jie (:
    yitien happily smsing wif her future boyfren (:

    wish you all can last.


    SOFTBANK HANDPHONE ROCKS.
    wee~ all flip phone. and the model 831t is damn nice :D
    flip phone is always my love. how come s'pore dont hv this brand D:
    -{'1/06/2009 10:09:00 pm
    i dont like the date today.

    always made me rmb of sth
    today faster ends~~~
    two more hours only..

    quick quick.
    ♥ i wonder
    -{'1/06/2009 10:01:00 pm
    maybe its i think too much.
    ♥ today faster end~~~
    -{'1/06/2009 09:32:00 pm
    -.- school is damn boring today.
    after school, planned to meet tiffany at simei in the first place, but thn she got PERSONAL PROBLEM so our lunch outing has to change it to thrus. -.-!! argh~~ thn no WOMAN'S TALK leh D: humh!!~ waited for the whole day just to hv niang tofu for lunch at simei T_t
    so.. meet shuwei instead. -.- swaykia kena caught cos of his hair, and th school barber cut it for him. So now his hairstyle very de .... . pei him shop at tm to buy a hat. In th end, he also bought a black playboy earring. yay~~ i love playboy :D!! hehes. We shopped around and chatted for a while. hehes, tks for the free sweettalk :D!! and thn reach home around six.

    peiseh cnnt make it to go out wif yitien today D: ~

    wee~~im so excited for th sat. outing :D!! we'll be watching red cliff 2 and singing topone. yay~
    - happy happy happy happy happy -
    [winston, howy, mike, jack, shuwei, sam, tiffany, ann, anjia ]
    ♥ wee~~~~~~
    2009-01-05 -{'1/05/2009 08:43:00 pm
    tks
    monkey shan
    tracy
    chinhow
    for the early birthday wishes.

    tks
    ann
    tiffany baobei
    rain aiai
    jita
    yitien
    for the ontime birthday wishes.

    tks
    yujia.charmaine teo.wanting
    angeline
    jita. rain aiai
    tiffany baobei
    anjia
    rong affair
    for the birthday presents.

    tks
    alice
    ann
    andy
    tiffany baobei
    for the birthday cards.

    tks
    papa
    mama
    grandpa
    grandma
    for buying the birthday cakes.

    tks
    ciajun
    bikang
    the special one
    for the birthday blogposts.

    tks
    yao dear
    mama
    peipei
    for the global birthday msg.

    tks
    gary
    for the wang leehong album.

    and tks those who wish me a happy bday.


    感動到好想哭 ):
    心花朵朵開都是因為你們噢~好三八:目
    hehes cos i tot thr is not many people would rmb my bday ;x
    thank you all. i really enjoy my sixteenth birthday:)
    and i hope all my birthday wishes can come true~
    zz.. i become one yr older liao D: ~
    im so glad to hv you all :D , each of you really meant a lot to me :D



    oh~ and all my money fly to dont know whr liao -.- !! now my wallet hv nothing inside. T____T. i hv to save money for the outing on this sat, those who once lived in our homestay are welcomed (: !!


    [the end (:]
    2009-01-04 -{'1/04/2009 10:47:00 pm
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    ♥ crap
    -{'1/04/2009 12:36:00 am
    我說是我想太多
    他說我們之間沒有愛情
    她說放手了會更自由
    妳說其實他沒那麼愛你

    人言可畏/可是怎麼辦我還是相信你
    星期一是最後的賭注!!
    到底是誰一直在對我開玩笑
    每年的這一天都是這麼的令人煎熬
    去他媽的,根本沒心情過好這一天
    ♥ pls come back
    -{'1/04/2009 12:32:00 am
    童話故事的王子快回來!!!!!!!!
    ♥ damn.
    -{'1/04/2009 12:23:00 am
    可能真的就像他們說的吧
    持之以恆的衝力消失的無影無蹤
    那時愛我的你呢?說好的永遠呢?
    手牽手準備面對的未來現在被狠狠的破壞
    撕裂/
    林黛玉葬花,我葬送了我們的愛情
    你不會出現了對不對?付出的永遠不會等於收回
    心有多痛你知不知道


    蘋果王子拯救我
    甜芙尼寶貝幫助我
    開水君陪伴我
    ♥ woohoos.
    2009-01-03 -{'1/03/2009 10:00:00 pm
    hahas, i guess today is a busy day. meet ann in the morning and we went bedok mac for breakfast. she overslept for an hour -.-, felt so paisei to wake her up in the early morning. but in the end, we stil went to hv breakfast. we talked talked ~thn she company me go school and sent me off at the school gate. wee~~*

    -.- zzz.. wake up so early on saturday morning for band practice. i hv a new tanor sax. woohoos~ i love this shinny shinny thing~ thn the rest i will just skip it*

    after school, meet bao bei tiffany and a new fren- yitien (: hahas, we took mrt to somerset and talked a lot. It was so great to see my bao bei agn. we had lunch at subway, and i found thr cookies were awesome !! thn we watched the movie - twilight. bao bei and i are crazy over edward :D~ and yitien wanted to become like the girl in the movie and she started to diet -.- ?! around five, we went back to tm, and meet alice thr. we had our dinner at pasta mania. hahas, we chatted for a while thn we sent tiffany and alice to the cinema, they were going to watch the bedtime stories. yitien and i watched it alr, and we both tot the movie was not nice. So, we went to paya lebar cos yitien wanted to buy a jacket at this fashion and i helped her to choose :). thn we slacked at mac, and talked a lot thing again. I dont know why i can talked so much in front of a person who i just met hahas. After that, we went back tm agn to wait for alice and tiffany to fin their show.




    finally, happy going home at around 9:30.

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    ♥ i need you all
    2009-01-02 -{'1/02/2009 08:13:00 pm
    開學了有好多複雜的情緒

    好希望今年可以是個不一樣的開始 



    說開的感覺真的好好

    以前那無話不談的感覺又再次衝擊了我的一切

    好朋友,當的真的是很不容易呢

    你們在我心裡位置真的超級無敵霹靂的重要

    過去的那些不愉快,今年一定要狠狠的拋到腦後

    你們現在要聽好~

    我一定要讓中四的每一天讓你們都能快樂的笑到哭為止

    說好的,一定要繼續好下去





    tiffany你在哪裡?

    沒有你的日子我好難度過每一天

    我好需要你你都不知道

    我真的好miss你/我有好多好多事要跟你說

    你不在我旁邊,我壓力真的好大





    過去的一切拜託在09年重新回到我身邊/

    曾經的那些擁有我已經不想再次失去

    因為那感覺好痛,生活失去平衡的日子我已經不想過




    去他媽的中四,
    你真的讓我非常
    不愉悅
    你知不知道?!



    王子快點回來
    怎麼感覺你其實還是沒有回來
    沒有你在身邊的日子我好想快失去氧氣了
    王子王子王子

    能不能出現在我最需要你的時候
    比方說,現在?

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    ♥ countdown (:
    -{'1/02/2009 07:14:00 pm





    早上九點正式開始:)

    08年的最後一天,年輕就是該熱血:D

    早早就出門去瞜/



    跟chinhow去看了一部一直很想看的電影- twilight.

    唉又真是的

    edward真的有帥到~

    我媽到現在還一直以為有吸血鬼就一定是鬼片



    拿厚他就去打工啦

    之後就到了city hall找阿公阿罵我弟我妹:)

    討論討論接下來的行程

    我們到了克拉克碼頭

    坐著看海:) 下午三四點
    新加坡天氣好的很~

    到了六點,和ann,charmain愛愛見面ˇ

    到處走了走/

    愛愛旁邊那個人跳的舞好三八:目

    之後接到我妹的電話

    好吧/我們就去烏節路找另一群人了!!! 到了kfc小坐一會兒

    成員有:ann,tracy,babara,anny,andy,sam,howy,mike,william,熊寶,凱悅,加我

    我們的陣仗不小阿:D

    該死的:目~烏節路才沒有慶祝跨年拉~

    愛愛說烏節路真要慶祝的話/大概就是倒樹完所有百貨公司的電燈突然關掉吧哈哈

    拿後我們就只好又回去city hall看煙火

    中間還有段小插曲

    本來還想去做singapore flyer那座亞洲超大的摩天輪

    坐上了一部計程車既然馬上硬生生的被計程車司機趕下車

    因為-今天跨年沒有摩天輪=皿=



    到了marina square我們霸占了一個角落

    買了四大袋飲料/屁股一坐/我們就開始打牌了哈哈

    好多路人經過都在看~看個屁阿XD聚賭沒看過嗎?

    最後/玩起了國王遊戲

    唉又又有幾次都還蠻刺激的牙~

    哈維先生下次想的點子不要太刺激/害到你自己真是有爆點

    #舌頭舔鼻子

    #互摳鼻孔

    #互摳腳


    姆哈哈竟然都是你想的~



    08年終於快進入尾聲了

    最後我們站了起來等待等待

    :目 該死的~竟然沒有人倒數/我們還傻傻的
    亂喊亂叫~

    突然-咻-煙火出現了/好吧等待已久的09年在無聲無息下終於開始了XD



    打了電話給大象唉又你竟然認不出我的聲音了

    讓我小難過了一下

    乾弟/玉米/新年快樂噢:D



    和charmain teo倒數了兩次

    這可是我們精心策畫的
    特別計畫

    你說對不對牙


    人群中突然有人大喊"歐巴馬" 我跟黃祥儀就也很爭氣的喊了"馬英九""陳水扁"





    過完一點~散會散會:)

    可是我跟我妹還有特別記畫呢/

    在bedok下了車沿著一條路一直走一直走

    說好的我們要一起迎接09年的第一道曙光

    我們前往東海岸看日出的路上呢!!

    結果光走路我們就走了兩小時

    我的腳好酸!!!!!!! 我好累!!!!!!!!

    半夜三點/書威傳簡訊來說他半夜睡不著就決定來找我們了

    好自由噢說出來就可以出來

    可是該死的:目 他竟然坐了計程車!!!!!!!!!!!!

    我們是走路去的耶~~多辛苦你知不知道(吶

    哈哈哈

    半夜四點/我們竟然點到了第一份麥當勞早餐

    買完就走到了海邊開始嗑:D

    麥當當真是我永遠的好夥伴~



    拿後我們就一直坐在海邊等日出了:)

    東海岸真是個好地方

    只是都是一大群馬來人:目

    在等日出的時候

    我在沙灘上反覆寫著王子的名字

    不知道他過的好不好

    在這個特別的時候
    我想好好記錄我很想你

    雖然寫到手有點酸了可是一筆一筆我沒有累的感覺

    滿腦子都是你的感覺原來這麼難熬

    我等你回來~




    MR.SUN快出來吧



    09年第一天竟然是陰天D:

    讓我好失望了噢~

    可是我怎麼還會笑得這麼開心呢/有你們陪伴哪裡還會有孤單呢?

    早上八點終於到家了

    早上九點我終於可以睡覺了

    原來我24H沒有睡覺耶~爆肝的感覺好熱血:D







    最後/新年快樂

    還有有一個重要的日子快到了

    唉唉/今天大概會過的很平淡吧D:

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